Within this Realm

At this point of my life,
I have learned to compile regrets
Cover myself with it like filth
Only to appear to be my own statue
It hurts to see myself this way.
When you can’t convey how you feel and learned to bottle it up–
for you acquired the understanding
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The Nervous System

I feel numb and tired.

I feel hopeless.

There is so much loud screams in my head every day.

And every night I have to endure terrible whispers.

I feel abandoned,

neglected and forgotten.

What do I live for?

What is my purpose?

Secretly struggling…

I don’t know who it was that has been contradicting me.

The one controlling me.

But I am tired of it all.

So so tired…

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